Shiok Feeling!!!

December 20th, 2006 by jacqueen

Lest u start wondering what that shiok feeling might be… lemme tell my story… it was a packed Wednesday night at Zouk(yes i still go for mambo nights, we’re trying to stay young at heart u see) and the "tunnel" leading to Zouk was a sardine can… people were shoving and pushing, it was just crazy…

Then this one bitch made the unfortunate mistake of shoving me aside… to make matters worse she stepped on my foot… i don’t know what came over me but i reached out, grabbed a fistful of her hair and gave it a hard yank… i know it must have been a hard one as her neck actually snapped backwards…i’m not proud to say this but it felt so good to have done that…like a sense of gratification came flooding through my entire being… like what i said SHIOK FEELING!!!!

of cos she turned around and screamed " what did u do that for?" i told her that she shoved me aside and stepped on my foot and i didnt take too kindly to that… i was all agro and ready to give it to her should she have turned physically violent… instead she just glared at me, turned around and walked away quickly…

i guess the bitchy side of me just came out in full force tonight and she bore the brunt of my "rage"… oopsie but hey like i said SHIOK FEELING!!!!

Green Phlem

August 14th, 2006 by jacqueen

Me finally went to see a doctor for my cough and sore throat… have been coughing for the past 2-3 weeks and i didnt really bother to do anything abt it… even when the phlegm was green and all i still bo chup… hehe… gross rite? till i was teaching and coughing like mad yday and thinking that i better go do something abt it as i didnt wana spread my germs to my little angels/devils… that would be really selfish of me… doc was sayin that me have a really chesty cough and that i shld rest before it becomes an infection…hehe… so yup 2 days mc…

fulifilled chin’s wish of gg to the nite safari on sunday nite as she hasn’t been there before… haha…had fun with her and damian but hey didnt get to the spot the elusive tarsier… angry sial…found this nice chill out place in little india on saturday… not too bad for just sitting ard and talking cock…ha…went to river and mos after that… super super tiring day for me man…not to mention that someone pissed me off damn bad man… argh….thats how my weekend went…

went over to ah ben’s place at boon keng for our SBU (Shameless Bitches Union) gathering on National Day… loadsa junk food and gossip and the usual shameless antics that arvo… these bitches of mine never fail to put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i’m feeling…went zouk that nite but…. was stuck at the same spot the whole nite… boring tho my gals nette and qinqin were good company as usual…was at  zouk on tuesday as well… and nette and me sure had a great time… just the 2 of us but hey it was super fun… thanx babe… blame the lousy botak and the man whore for staying at wine bar instead… think it would have been a more smashing time man… for the 1st time in a long long time, me had supper that nite cos nette wanted to eat… and me was craving for teochew porridge so yup upper serangoon here we come… we came we conquered… period…monday nite was a really bad nite for me… have not felt like that for the longest time ever… my bestest buds were there but nothing could lift me out of my misery that day… i was a complete wreck and i cldnt stop drinking no matter what…thot the alcohol could numb the pain and all but nope i didnt end up drunk nor euphoric at all… just ended up with gastric and feeling even more miserable… oh well…basically my week just went past like that… loadsa chivas, beer and phlegm… :P

PS: after having cha cha cha’s nachos, me still craving for that man… maybe cos it wasn’t as good as expected but i really wana have brewerkz or hogsbreaths nachos man… doubt can have it within these few days as the throat still sucky… damn…. but when im well, i dun care, im just gona drag one of u unsuspecting victims to go pig out with me!!! wuhahahaha

When A Gal Cries

June 10th, 2006 by jacqueen

read this on my friend’s blog and it brought tears to my eyes… dun know why… maybe im pms-ing or just a hum bao… haha… but in any case i do agree there’s some truth in it man… have a see for yourselves…. sorry jo, stole this from u… hehe :)

when a girl cries

When a girl cries it doesnt mean she’s weak.

If a girl cries in front of u..it means that she couldnt take it anymore. If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life; If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly, coz she’s the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life

Guys, when she cries rite in front of u, when she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s feeling? Think. Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity, n front of u, AND bcoz of u?

She cries not because she is weak,

She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,

She cries, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, Think about it, If a girl cries her heart out to u, And all because of u, Its time to look back on
wat u have done, Only u will know the answer to it. Do consider it, Coz one day, It may b too late for regrets, It may b too late to say "im sorry"…

Don’t always think u are right all the times, think carefully, everyone has a responsibility for everything that they did, she may did wrong but who makes her do wrong?

A girl always needs protection;

A girl always needs care;

A girl always needs someone beside her to comfort her when she’s sad;

A girl always need support most from the guy that she loves when she’s down, not from the friends
who are always beside her.

Guys, dont be too demanding/unreasonable/unfair/indecisive. It will cause you to lose a girl that you love the most in your life.

~ Some special notes from my friend’s bulletin…